I'm scared
I don't want to be scared
I do t want to be upset
I want to be normal
Grateful
Happy
Less terrorized inside by the chaos
I want to be loved
By friends
By family
By blue
I dreamed about it
About life
About it being spectacular
About being around the kind of people
Who were kind and who were like the
Characters in my books
I always thought if I tried hard enough
If I was kind enough
If I just always gave it my best and kept my head up that it would come
And what I have now
Is just regular mono tone life
It's the same
Always the same
Always lonely
No one cares about your pictures
No one cares abt your day
No one cares abt your boundaries
Your nothing
Your no one
How many times have you done this
Just typed
Just typed your stream of consciousness
And let it just manifest in pixels
I don't know what to do
When am I just spoiled
When am I ungrateful
When am I seeing things from a Childish
Point of view
When will it leave me alone.
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