What is there left

Forgive and forget 

What do I do with what's left inside

My chest my head 

What's left

Where do I stand

When do I realize who I think I am

His smile 

His heart

It all feels real

Then why am I shaking with anticipation 

Why do I always assume it's a lie

A trick 

Anything than what it is 

Or what it can be 

What is there left to doubt 

What makes me think like this

I just want to close my eyes

And reawaken to a me that's me I've

Never seen

A me that can have a good thing 

That can see a happy ending and

Know

Just know 

His voice he can calm me like the eye of

A storm just before it swollaws the ship

On endless breaks

His hands

They carry me forward 

But I can't trust it 

I can't see it it's somewhere

I've never seen before 

He doesn't know what's here

Where it is 

And how long it will sleep

Before it's sick fruition 

Take care of me

Heal me

Help me 

Teach me that I'm not dreaming

That you can be everything I think

I want 

I need

My knight 

My love

Hat scare

That rush keep me still

Change my perspective 

Help me see

I'm worth your affection 

Xoxo,

Scarlet