The error of his ways

Always the problem

I'll wait and hope 

Hope I can keep a strait face that I can 

Pretend I don't feel the sting 

Two weeks 

Two weeks and I'm already the dispute

The heartache 

The trouble 

The clouded mind

I'm the wrong no one should have me

No one should have the disease the stillness 

Of pain that sweeps with me everywhere I go 

I am the untouchable the soulless wanderer that brings the void

No one should have that 

I am destined to be alone

And lonely inhabitant of the sorrow shrouding me

My path is never ment for two

I only bring those that try to hold my hand off

The beaten trail 

One day I'll accept that 

One day I'll stop trying 

I'll soon learn my happiness is not worth sacrificing 

That of the ones who so dearly deserve sanctity 

And the goodness that they were born with 

I'll learn that pining for my own laugh

For my own happiness

Is selfish and should stay 

A willpower dream 

Xoxo,

Scarlet