I never asked for this

I can't handle life
I can't handle these ppl
I never asked to live
To exist
To feel
Why is this life filled with cruel
Terrible ppl

I'm so weak
I just cause burdens to everyone
Everything around me
Blue god blue save me
Plz
Why can't you just be
I'm.so hurt by what he said and I'm trying not to and its eating me
Like acid tearing at my skin
Is our relationship pointless
Stupid
Fake??

He hides me
Says theres no point to being around my family they expect too much
And now even turns me away to make love

I'm so useless
Broken
Pointless
I can't even make blue want to mean somethin to me anymore

I hate this place I hate everything around me I wanna leave work
I wanna go home and just curl in a ball
And cry more
Pathetically
Cry abt my worthless bullshit
That no one cares abt

So much
Not enuf
I just can't

Xoxo
Scarlet