Today isn't today without the time before

I want to cry
I want to bleed
I want to find my way
Crawl my way out of this hole if it kills me

My own madness
I miss him
I shouldn't
I should never miss him
I just hurt

Mt head us throbbing
Throbbing
I'm so far gone
No one can save me

No one should have to
If only I was still with the fish under the sea
Isn't that just terrible

I just keep pushing the blade deeper

Xoxo,
Scarlet