I decided to start this blog based of the simple facts of words
everyone sits around and uses their words so uselessly
Ive also started this because I have come to realize one truth
and that is that I'm damaged
and not just that but that the entire world is damaged
each and everyone one of us have this burden we carry around
and some people like myself have to start unloading theirs somewhere
because it starts to weigh too heavily and they simply start to sink
I have a wretched past and currently a stalemate present
and more than enough opinions than one woman my age should probably have
but this is my now and as of my now this is how I want to endure it
today I might be strong enough while tomorrow I may just fall through the cracks
to me it seems like humans are constantly pretending how strong they are
how dominant their psyche is compared to their emotional struggle
when actually in all reality were all these vulnerable frail creatures
our lives could easily dissipate in seconds and while our loved ones would ache over us
within time for the most of us our existence would be lost
when i think about how many billions of people have died up until now
that I didnt know that no one I knew knew
and thinking that they are now so insignificant but that "Life"
was no different than mine
This is what I will do this will be my live journal maybe by putting my thoughts out where they can be validated and maybe they can feel like more than just new-ons (and thats another thing I dont care about my grammer or my spelling or any of that really so if you want to read anything I have to say you should let go of that too)
Im not saying something just to say something nor am I saying something so other people will listen
I merely want something solidified
-Love
Scarlet
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