Blue

Blue
You
I just don't have the words
I'm terrible
You don't want me
Need me
Just push me away...

I'm a cutter

And Idk what im ment to do
I like cutting
I feel better feel
Alive
Like I'm important
It's the only time
All of me feels like I'm not
Invisible
Xoxo
Scarlet

The tree looks so.gorgeous

From the bottom of my wine glass .sleep take from my reality
I feel gone.

Beside me ...

I'll keep slicing
It saves me
Helps
Bleeds
I.feel alive
He just
Really
Below it allhe hates me
8// never be his soulMatw
He deserves better than
Someone already dead inside..
Xoxo
Scarlet

He is..

I'm not fair
I'm cruel
I manipulate
It's all because I'm not good enough
Let me in

Break me down
Help me
Help me
I can't
I can't do better
I want to have it under control
Damn myself
He hates me

The demon.inside
It's festering
It's clawing dead soulless flesh
It's coming to light
To tear away any hope u had

I still wish death would save ppl I lov
U need to stay in the hole
Xoxox
Scarlet

High

Highhigh
There over the top
Can't even
Double. Vision

I wish you would stop

I wish I could do better